क्या से क्या हो गया....

LIFE.... thou name art unpredictable. माँ कसम even Bejaan Daruwala would agree with my golden words. God either has been very sneaky or shrewd in keeping our futures a mystery. Mine for now is as dark as the night. All my life, I have foreseen myself t be a working woman. Smart (which I sometimes have always been... thank you very much), independent and hardworking. I have always kept myself away from the regular household chores or from the typical girly hobbies of cooking, knitting, painting, etc. etc. My parents tried very hard to bring out some sort of unexplored/ hidden talent in me but all they discovered was how miserable (read useless) I was at all the mentioned activities. I have been boyish and crude. All along I knew that when I start working, I will make the best out it. Best का तो पता नही but the rate at which my career is going, I might even have to forgo my desire to be working and throw my dreams of a career in the flames of the kitchen gas stove.
Approximately 1 year and 6 months past, I have been working but with many turbulances to count. I have already been in two jobs and now I am desperately looking for a third one. The first job was too hopeless to be continued with and at the second one was a mediocre one with not as many returns as required.
All I ask for is a Good Job Profile, a Known Brand and A Deserving Remuneration. Is that too much??? Am I asking for 3 boons not 3 basic requirements?? Dunno how long will my pursuit be and how long will it last, considering I am losing hope by every tic of the clock.